Monday, January 15, 2007

Long time, no blog

I always had in mind to keep this blog upbeat and positive. But the last 2 months have been a real struggle healthwise, so I wasn't even able to face thinking of blogging. Worst of all, my spirit of optimism just evaporated. For a normally rational, in-control person this was very hard to face. Anxiety, depression, inabilility to sleep, not being able to work, not being able to exercise, read, or even listen to music ....

Yes, I do have new health problems. Some of them are perplexing to doctors. I just want answers, treatments and to get out of this slump. Maybe moaning like this will do the trick?

Hopefully I will be able to look back on this entry and see progress.

Happy 46th birthday to me!